101-in-1001 #70 Write 2 entries per week
Obviously at the moment i don't even manage posting here twice a week. It's not that i don't want to write, quite the opposite. It's just a simple matter of this great big storm inside my head, making it hard to focus, which translates itself in almost 40 started but (still) unfinished gaff entries.
A mayor source of all this chaos is nina's new job: Albeit we know we'll be moving to Copenhagen, we still don't know any details yet. We want to start packing, but what if she'll start her job in august? We want to look for an apartment, but when should the rent start? We're trying to get understanding of our financial situation, but as there's a lot of difference between the Netherlands and Denmark, it's extremely difficult to get serious about this.
Added to this uncertainty is my eagerness to change our lives, simplify, spend more time together, just do things differently. And it's overwhelming and hard to actually do. My guess is it's because i don't understand yet i can't change EVERYTHING AT ONCE. And as a result i end up having accomplished nothing and feeling bad.
Everything i do at the moment gets interrupted by yet another issue i suddenly think of. And i have to write that down, do it right away, or fall into a thinking loop and...another day gone.
It's not i expected all would go smoothly, as a matter of fact, i have always felt it would be very hard to chance. And i still think it is very hard. I did and do expect fallbacks, moments i'd simply give up, etc. I feel i'm aware of all the difficulties ahead. But still, it is extremely frustrating.
It would be so much easier to be forced into a new lifestyle, a new environment. Yes, and that will happen, but here's the big issue again: WE DON'T KNOW WHEN.
Maybe i should just give up for now and let the life changes coincide with the move to Copenhagen? No, that's just postponing. Better go through this phase now and have a clear(-er) head when we move.
A good positive is that writing this entry - which turned out to be much more about how i feel than about writing for gaff - is it made me understand a little bit better why i'm feeling so frustrated at the moment.
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#5 - 29 april 2012, 07:12
Spot on again, Mike. A great vision for Darlington, and worth noting why the cyclists in the video are so positive about about cycling. Comments like "it's so easy", "it's so nice", "I feel really healthy" in the Amsterdam section confirm what we all know - the culture of urban cycling over there is about enjoyment, convenience, and health. As long as cycling here means a street fight with the killer car, such sentiments remain a remote dream. Darlo Cycling Demo Town - PLEASE keep this crucial vision of where we need to be going firmly in mind. It is a key yardstick against which to assess every new cycling initiative.Well found, Mike.
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#1 - 7 april 2012, 07:33
it yourself, popele fainting over photographs/videos is boring if nothing else happens, so here, I'm ashamed of not bringning anything else when my fangirlism takes control. Reminds me of that Blixa back at school post, so many things to say and yet first comment just couldn't be anything else than an approximate rendition of the sound I produced while drooling all over my floor. Maybe I should go back there and post all the smart things I wanted to say. People will think I'm nothing but a pack of hormones without a brain. (Which I'm not.) (But look at the first seconds of that thing for chrissake.) (gnhngnh)Anyway, finally watched it with sound and loved it. I had some troubles understanding everything he said the first time, feels like his german accent was even stronger at the time cause usually I'm ok with it. And of course the live part was amazing. It's always nice to have good quality vids of that era. The video bootlegs on Darkcircle are great, but sometimes it's so dark and the sound so smothered that it can be frustrating. Not complaining, I find it amazing that some popele in the audience botheres filming at all, wasn't easy at the time.Thanks again for posting this vid. Looking forward to your essay, sounds great.